sadomasokista

Today is August 17, 2011 Wednesday. 

As I am typing this words, I am having the urge of lighting a cigarette. hmmm...

Just this Saturday, a friend told me, she has not been smoking for 2 weeks now.. 

And on this day, my other friend told me she has stopped smoking..

Does this leave me with a decision that i ought made earlier before?

This journey should be planned..

Heregoes.

On August 22, 2011, I will start my journey. 

First Week - 5 sticks a day

Second Week - 3 sticks a day

Third Week - 1 stick a day

Fourth Week - 1 stick every other day

Fifth Week - sticks no more

I accept the fact that this journey will be a tough one. It will be very challenging for me to quit this habit.

But I know of one thing, this is not impossible.

*staring at blank spaces.grabs a lighter and lit one stick*